Sunday, September 7, 2014

Try

What way to make it go away
The conflict that lies within
This is good,that isn't much,don't do it
Making life all the more confusing

Thoughts of self doubt creep in
Whither way should I go
A step ahead brings fear
Moving back is not what I know

One says think well when you are alone
Speak well when in a crowd
The mind ceases to listen
Opposite is what it does

Frustration brings words out like a piercing knife
Hurts self more than others
Regret is the only remnant
That shakes the roots of trust

Get control get control
Is what I keep saying to myself
All I know is that's achieved
By putting ones mind to rest

Will I ,won't I?
I do not know you see
One thing for sure I know is
I need to try and try









Saturday, October 26, 2013

Science Is Fun

Science is fun.You must be wondering what makes me say this suddenly? 
I attended a 2-day workshop by Think Labs where I had  fun working on activities that somehow shook my thinking.
Well even if I had not revealed the true reason isn't it just obvious that Science is fun.Then why aren't many people not so keen on taking up Science as their future career, why are there people who dread the subject, why is it just considered a combination of theories and postulates that are made to seem horrible.
When I think of it I see that our system has made the subject look so. In these two days as I was being a part of activities conducted in the workshop, my opinion  has changed to an extent that it has made me think how every single thing around us is a beautiful aspect of Science.
We as a part of the education system need to realize that our students are a resource of questions, they come up with these out of the box questions that sometimes have us tongue-tied.We as teachers a lot of times suppress their questions out of the fear that we may not know their answers.However if we were ever to look into the ancient educational system, it revolved around questions, didn't it? There were questions and there were attempts to answer those questions. None may have succeeded answering those in the first go, but failures were the best way to learn.From a failed theory evolved a new concept. Each time there was failure there was something new to think about.
Today I felt like a student going back to the classroom. I felt I had so much more to learn, to absorb. I realized that our human brain should be like a sponge that can absorb information and knowledge from all possible sources and then utilize it to think. I was so overwhelmed seeing that materials from day to day life can be used to explain concepts of why valves in our heart work in a particular fashion. I was thrilled to see how balloons can be used to understand the concept of a helicopter's working.
Our students come up with such crazy ideas at times that they indeed marvel us.Instead of tapping those we end up making them bookworms.Our system of testing kids saddens me to the point that a certain kid who has an ability to build a gadget is failed just because he is not able to put the theory in words on the paper.Why is our education system out to create a bunch of kids who are going to learn to read,write but will never know how to think? They will never be a part of something innovative, they will never wonder about why things are the way they are? How many of us have wondered why there have never been new theories discovered in the recent years, why do we see students keen on taking up hardware jobs end up being in the service sector just because our country has hardly encouraged innovation or there are few avenues that harness the talent of invention and discovery.It is a major loophole that our system is taking away the curiosity, the creativity,the ability to discover something new. It is a major concern for us educators to think about this and its almost time we do it.
I would really like to thank the Think Labs team for conducting workshops in our school. It definitely made us look at the subject of Science differently. Now I know that a certain Siddhant ,Ronit ,Rohan ,Ritika, Vipul ,Abhishek who may have been at the bottom crux of my class purely for the ability to not write effectively on paper,will be able to think, to ask,to discover, to explore the world of SCIENCE.

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Mahabharata The Eternal Conflict

I read this amazing version of how Mahabharata relates to modern day world and was so appalled by it.A great read!
It is not written by me but what I found online.

Mahabharat: The Eternal Conflict
EPILOGUE
1stWise Man:

Kaliyug was born out of the ashes
Of the devastation of Kurukshetra.
Nothing has ended, it’s always a new start.
Do you know of any age when evil did not
Rear its ugly head or sin did not prevail?
The same greed, the same lust, the same power madness,
That’s the Mahabharat, the tale of life and death.
The story of the daily life of humankind.

2nd Wise Man:

And sure enough, Kurukshetra did not
Disappear with the fall of the Kauravas.
As Krishna had augured, millions of Duryodhans
Have been born throughout the dark corridors
Of Kaliyug, and millions are striding
The world even now, and will continue
Till eternity to inflict distress,
To crush the weak, the poor, the destitute.

3rd Wise Man:

Man is daily waging his own Mahabharat
As he is in perpetual conflict with himself.
His mind and his heart are locked in constant combat.
Man’s ego is bringing him to his downfall.
Man is ever building his own Kurukshetra
Where he is devising his own weapons
Of stress and tension and self-destruction.
Man is engulfed in a sea of confusion.

1st Wise Man:

The world is falling apart, shattered to pieces.
Of all the marvels that God has created
Man is the only specimen that’s ardently
Pursuing the fine art of self-destruction.
No creature can outdo him in this exercise.
Man is ever busy constructing, and
Having constructed, is very eager
To burn whatever he has so fondly built.

2nd Wise Man

The unprecedented violence and destruction,
The growing chaos that is taking mankind
Closer and closer to doomsday and extinction,
Rabid materialism, the pursuit of wealth
Are all wrecking and engulfing humanity.
Man has acquired the false perception that progress
Can only be measured by the yardstick of wealth.
All is false! All is sham! All is make-believe!

3rd Wise Man:

Man is engaged in an eternal quest
For an elusive something which he hopes
Will bring him full happiness, infinite bliss.
Greed and the spirit of acquisitiveness
And hunger for power have resulted
In great misery for the common people
And violence and chaos throughout the globe.
Which way should we turn? Whither is the light?

1st Wise Man:

Corruption fills the air, values thrown to dogs;
Worms of anger and greed gnaw at society
Fraud and deceit have become a way of life.
Hatred, hypocrisy, lust for power,
Vanity and double-standards are guiding
Men’s actions, leading them to doom and destruction.
Leaders are false, followers are stupid.
Where will it all end, O God, when will it end?

2nd Wise Man:

Abominable crimes are perpetrated,
Each new day that God gives takes its heavy toll
Of rapes, drugs trafficking, burglaries and assaults.

3rd Wise Man:

War, violence, destruction, have been let loose
Man has lost his balance, and humanity
Has vanished. Man has become his own enemy.

1st Wise Man:

The world has been getting more than its share
Of Krishna’s predictions for Kaliyug.
But where is Krishna? Whither has he gone?

2nd Wise Man:

O Krishna, where are you? When will you come?

3rd Wise Man:

You had saved the honour of Draupadi once.
Why have you deserted the other Draupadis
Who are being today brutally raped
And atrociously murdered by savage beasts?

1st Wise Man:

What has happened to your great undertaking
And to your vow to come down to the earth
Whenever there’s a decline in the pursuit
Of dharma and a rise in godlessness?

2nd Wise Man:

You had given your solemn word, O Krishna,
To come in person to deliver the just
And the pious and to annihilate
The perverse, the vile and refractory
And to restore the principles of dharma.

3rd Wise Man:

The world needs you, O Krishna, where are you?
(Blackout. Thunder and lighting. Sound of strong winds and rain. when the light is on,
Krishna is on the stage)

Krishna:

Seek and you shall find, look and you shall see.
I’ve always been with you, never have I left,
Never have I forsaken, or deserted.
It’s rather humankind that has forgotten me
Lured by an ardent urge for materialism.
The violence, the hatred, the atrocities
That reign in the world today are the result
Of man’s own pursuit of false values and paths.
But man need not despair, for Kaliyug
Is also an age of enlightenment.
Suffering, distress and pain will spur man to seek
The answers deep down his heart and he’ll mend his ways.

1st Wise Man:

What kind of enlightenment is this, O Krishna
When man is everywhere in utter darkness
And constructing the weapons of his own doom?

Krishna
Man’s ever striving to expand the scope of life
He is exploring the unknown, and reaching
Further and further into the infinite
Through his flights around the earth and in outer space,
As also by plumbing the depths of the seas.
He’s developing his mind and making
Remarkable progress and inventions.
But, in the process, he’s also indulging
In mass murder, violence and destruction.

Man, however, has a different mission,
He has a divine destiny to fulfil.
Only a few know the goal of their existence,
The average life is spent in caring
For the needs and pleasures of the body,
In fulfilling responsibilities
Set by the exigencies of the moment.
The average man takes birth, lives and dies
Knowing not whence he came, why he is here,
Ignorant of whither he is heading.

Religious history has left a legacy
Of intolerance, prejudice and bloodshed.
But this is the work of misguided men
Who have deviated and left the true path.
The so-called men of religion are themselves
Responsible for this mess and confusion
In which the great universe has been plunged.
Teachers, political, social, religious
And other leaders have miserably failed
In providing the right sort of leadership.

2nd Wise Man:

What must be done, O Krishna, in order to
Bring man back on the road to salvation
And to save him from total damnation?

Krishna:
All religions urgently need to unite
In order to check the downward slide in values
So that a new and better world may emerge.
The communalized and commercialized
Society needs to change its direction
Through the transformation of individuals
And the inculcation of the true values
That will usher a just social order,
Honest governance and value-based life.

True spirituality is of the soul
And it has no labels, clichés or creeds,
It consists of righteousness, peace and love;
Duryodhan badly lacked these qualities.
These values help one to rise above narrow
Religious and communal distinctions,
And in communion with me, man can be
Spiritually empowered to build a world
Where peace, justice and liberty will prevail.

3rd Wise Man:

O Krishna, man still does not find happiness
Despite great advancement in the world today. Why?

Krishna:

Because people are in the frenzied pursuit
Of material success by any means.
But they should know that the really successful
Man is the one who loves, cares and shares the most.

The forces of good outnumber those of evil
But they are disorganised and disunited.
Man badly requires a common target
A common agenda for a better world.
Man has the ability both to survive
And to annihilate himself and his kind.
The decision is his, the choice too is his.

1st Wise Man

Tell us, O Krishna who exactly are you?

Krishna:
I am the bright rays of the rising sun
I am every drop of water that gives life
I am the breeze, I am all the seasons,
I am the fragrant perfume of the flower
I am the smile of the innocent baby,
I am the moon and the stars, I am the world.
I have no beginning, nor do I end
I carry all the sufferings of the world
I die with every victim who falls in war
Or is violently assassinated
It’s me they hurt each time they rape, kill or plunder.
I’m the dagger that stabs and the bullet that kills
I’m the gash that it makes, I’m the blood that oozes.
All life comes from me, all life returns to me
I am the ocean to which all the rivers
Of humanity’s souls flow and become one.
I Am the Ultimate, I am the Supreme
I am the Absolute, I am Infinite.

Anger

What way to make this anger go away
This anger that bubbles inside
When you see injustice outside
When you see the evils around
When you see the sorrow of many
When you see inequity at its prime
When you see young ones involved in crime
When you see where our nations are heading
When you see destruction everywhere
When you see corrupt individuals waiting to usurp power
When you see women unsafe in our land
When you see negativity surround mankind
When you see systems fail 
When you want to make it all right but nothing seems to go right
The anger remains, 
If only we knew how to make it go away!!!!!

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

The Show Must Go On!!!!

   It hurts.It hurts when someone younger to you gives back to you rudely,back-answers you,disrespects you. Somewhere inside, the heart is troubled. Inner self gets shattered,there are mixed emotions;that of anger,of depression. Then comes the self-denial mode which makes matters pathetic,this is when the feeling arises that our actions may not have caused the situations as they are,however in reality,it is the opposite. Our actions are responsible for the results and we always end up denying it.
   Somewhere deep inside there is always the fear that this would show us as vulnerable and weak.There is a strong feeling of us being portrayed as imperfect.But which person is perfect? No one,then why carry these thoughts with us.The Geeta says a verse ,You sow a seed and you bear the fruit but the result of the action is never spontaneous,if a tree takes years to grow and bear fruit how would we who sow the seeds of our own deeds (good or bad) expect the results instantaneously? We can't right? Results we do get and that is for sure and when we get them we don't even realize what part of our actions caused the result?
   How often do we question ourselves about it? Never.Such thoughts keep accumulating at the back of the mind and someday erupt in a volcano of emotions,mostly tears,sometimes anger and sometimes just the general feeling of self-punishment(a talk that goes in mind that you deserved this for your wrong-doings).
   Balance is needed,yes it is needed in life,somewhere one can't let thoughts take control over you.It always has to be the other way round and it would take years and years of efforts of self-discipline and self-control to reach upto that level.Perseverance on that front is essential.Challenges that agitate your mind will always crop in your way but there can't be a quit,there can't be a give up...The show must go on!!!!!!



Tuesday, February 5, 2013

       Kids ......they never stop surprising you!!!!!!     

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        Last Tuesday we did a comprehension on Sudha Murthy and her letter to JRD Tata raising voice against gender bias in Tata Motors. The kids were in a certain frame of mind. I gave them a topic to write on "Should Men and Women play different roles in the society?" They had to write whatever they felt,I was just seeking ideas nothing much.

                     A time slot of 1 week was given to them to do research,watch movies concerned with the topic,read news related to it and write an essay.On Saturday Priyanka came upto me and said "Didi I went to a few houses in my neighbourhood and interviewed a few people as to what they think about the roles being played by men and women." I was taken aback and thrilled to hear it. In my mind I had many thoughts,I never had guts to do this when I was her age,she actually went out to find practical information.I had never thought anyone would take a step to seek out how women are and what kind of jobs they do in reality.All in all just for the sake of an essay.I myself may have consulted a few books but here this lady of 13 years is doing a survey and she has put the data in her essay.This was too much to take in.

    Then yesterday we discussed the topic and I mentioned Priyanka's survey in class and expected just an applause from the class for her.However there was another surprise waiting for me.Now her technique had turned contagious,most students (majorly girls) in class wanted to do a survey in their neighbourhood and find out about what roles should men and women play in the society. To add to it they also wanted to know if men and women should switch roles regularly. I gladly gave my consent seeing their excitement.What I had thought as a simple essay subject was slowly turning into an interesting topic of debate.
         
Currently I am just waiting for Thursday when I would actually get to know what their survey results were.Keep watching this space for more!!!! See you all post Thursday class!!


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Saturday, May 5, 2012

Teaching for a Purpose

Teachers are the backbone of any country, the pillar upon which all aspirations are converted into realities


--Dr APJ Abdul Kalam




Hello All....
Long time since my last post.Its been a while since I am here at Pune Symbiosis for TFI training and I am already loving it!!


Though I must say I had a bit of anxiety before coming but with the warm welcome that we all 2012 fellows received on our first day,the little bit of doubt flew out of the window .It was like we already are at home.It feels so fulfilling and happy to be working for a purpose,a need to see an educated India.


Never had I a chance to communicate with the society at such a micro-level,it gets us the reality of where our kids are,the issues due to which there is lack of support for education and the increasing rate of dropouts.
However I feel good to be a part of an organisation that believes that every single child on this earth has a right to education.Isn't it true,we speak of food,clothing and shelter.Doesn't education too become a fourth dimension to all the above rights that everyone should have???


Amidst our busy schedule we forget to do one thing,reflection.It can be a daily activity of thinking over all the things that happened over the day and what can be done to improvise for the next day.I feel that reflection has been a key learning for me at my days in institute.When we reflect silently we realise our strengths and our weaknesses,our ideas start flowing smoothly.I liked how after every activity we were asked to reflect on it and give our ideas.Probably had I not been here I would not have been pushed to think deeper.


A teacher is a leader and a strong support for students.As APJ Abdul Kalam has said 'The three societal members who can make a difference in a student's life are father,mother and teacher.'I find it so true.We as teachers have a huge responsibility of not only striving for our students academic excellence but also making them believe that they can do it.Here at the institute I met so many like minded people all working for a common cause that 'One day every child will gain an excellent education'.The best part of it was how our thought process gets a direction and how are thinking becomes profound.I certainly experience the inner change and am glad to have been through all this.


The coming days are days of daunting challenges,but a belief resides in everyones heart 'We can We will We conquer'.Yes time to see a new India, where everybody is educated and where the candle of excellence would gleam forever.






Finally would like to end on another quote by our revered ex-President (how I wish he becomes the President again) Dr APJ Abdul Kalam


When learning is purposeful, creativity blossoms,
When creativity blossoms, thinking emanates,
When thinking emanates, knowledge is fully lit,
When knowledge is lit, economy flourishes



Hoping to experience an eventful 2 years of tranformational teaching!!!!!
Would keep posting of my experiences in classroom and in the community :)