Try

What way to make it go away

The conflict that lies within

This is good,that isn't much,don't do it

Making life all the more confusing

Thoughts of self doubt creep in

Whither way should I go

A step ahead brings fear

Moving back is not what I know

One says think well when you are alone

Speak well when in a crowd

The mind ceases to listen

Opposite is what it does

Frustration brings words out like a piercing knife

Hurts self more than others

Regret is the only remnant

That shakes the roots of trust

Get control get control

Is what I keep saying to myself

All I know is that's achieved

By putting ones mind to rest

Will I ,won't I?

I do not know you see

One thing for sure I know is

I need to try and try